Last message for chino

However we still separated
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
How did we at such a young age
Meet each other, I don’t even remember how

They said saying goodbyes are painful
But I didn’t even have time to feel that
I just thought this is the way staying composed
But I cried
Time passed it gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again

If I would said, i cannot send you away one more time
i can’t live without you. But I cant said that, I wonder why
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person

Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with happy

I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back
I know

So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.

We had the most pure love,maybe
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again so we saved it in out memories
Often I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you can not ask anything

Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
but I m okay

I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart. 

Hope life could treat you kind,

Cause you have been special :)

It is just shared what I felt, my last honest. You just not to replay this